WOWZERS I have not blogged in like a month or so now, its crazy. Theres so much goin on in my life right now. But for once everything seems to be goin right. Well for starters I am so ready to live my life to the fullest and this time let GOD(AMEN) take full control of it. School is hard as ever but I am still managing to hold a 3.0 average(whoop whoop). But the main focus of this blog is that I may have found the one my heart has been longing for. Remember the last blog I had about me goin on a date with that dud!? Well comes to find out that he was a no good A-hole! when I finally felt like giving up and not letting anyone else in, I find out that my really close friend that I have known for almost 6 years now has had his eye on me(gasp). And that he's been waitin and praying to God that someday I would be his. I was shocked because he is a very handsome man and he has girls lookin at him from every angle. Caramel skin, 6'4, abs for days, a good future ahead of him and the prettiest eyes! Now the reason y he was waitin for me was beyond imaginable!
So we're talking on the phone and I start to explain to him that I am single and that for once its was time that I got myself together and focused. Then all of a sudden he starts to confess his love for me and that he cares for me more than I could ever imagine and that one day he hopes on making me his only love!(OMG) I was short of words and for a second I thought I was dreaming. LIKE, WHERE IS ALL THIS COMING FROM!? So I started crying(I am so emotional I swear) and tellin him I wasn't sure if I could handle anymore disappointments and crying. Then he said something to me that made me realize that him and I could possibly be together for a long while. He told me that he has always been there for me since he's ever known me and y would he stop caring for me now.
So far he has been the best thing in my life! He makes me happy in so many ways imaginable, I can honestly say that he is my dream come true. I neva knew I could love someone that I've known for so long with out knowing it(well D_h!). In a way it was like I was loving him from a distance.
